(Before I delve into my feelings I should say that I'm pretty sure that everyone who still reads my blog received our email invite to this group fast that we organized; HOWEVER, if you didn't get an email, and you're seeing this before Sunday, June 7 let me know. I can still send an email invite.)
The last few months and especially the last couple weeks have been a rollercoaster! We have family who have experienced the debilitating effects of COVID-19. We have had countless conversations about misinformation and confusion. We have watched our local news as downtown Seattle was in the midst of race riots and felt the anger and fear of those interviewed. At the same time, we have been daily reminded of blessings. We wanted to gather friends and family together this Sunday to focus on something good and be prayerful. We're particularly grateful to be experiencing miracles in our lives and felt like during these restricted times the best way to celebrate with family and friends was to be emotionally and spiritually united for a day.
Yet, it felt so insensitive to send the invitation on Sunday when so many people are in a bad place physically and emotionally, feeling overwhelmed with grief. The opposition in my mind was telling me that this invitation would sound like, "Oh, I know you're angry and confused, but try to be optimistic" or "Even though you're hurting, be happy for me." Sincerely, I hope our group fast doesn't come across as lacking empathy. We have and will continue to mourn with those that mourn. Our prayers on Sunday will be in gratitude for our tender mercies, on top of our requests for individual and worldwide action and understanding during this time.
Consider yourself invited to join us in a day of fasting and prayer this coming Sunday. Participate however you feel most comfortable - whether that's diving head first into the full experience or just taking a moment to be mindful on that day. We'd love to know if you participate, as it has been reassuring to know that so many friends and family are being prayerful with us on the same day.
